Salam dihulur, ampun dipohon.. Tak nak majuk2 lagi eh?

Lepas maghrib semalam aku tido.

Awal benor aku masuk tido semalam. Maklum la, masih dalam proses merajuk khenn!

Laki aku balik dengan anak-anak tengok aku tengah melingkor.

Terus En Zul kejut & pujuk aku.

Selepas dia slow talk dengan aku, dalam keadaan aku yang masih mamai, terus laki aku cakap..

"Mummy jangan sedih-sedih. Biasa la anak-anak nak membesar memang gitu. Kena banyak sabar dengan diorang. Kakak menangis-nangis tak nak tido semalam sebab nak tunggu mummy balik. Mummy jangan merajuk lagi ye.. Ok, mummy boleh masak tak? Ayah & anak-anak lapar laa.. Semua bahan dah siap, tinggal masak je lagi.. Please..?"

Eh?

Sempat lagi request aku masak!

Haaa.. Baru sekali masak semalam, baru kau tahu erti kepenatan menjadi suri rumah kan banggg?

Kah kah kahhhh...

Okey laaa...

Demi cinta dan kasih sayang aku pada boifren & anak-anak aku, terus aku bangun & masak untuk dinner diorang. Alhamdulillah, anak-anak dah tak buat perangai. Aleeya pun dah ok.

Betul la tafsiran aku.

Aleeya tu tengah hormon tak stabil kot.

Nak period dah kotttt.... Hihiiii...

Sambil-sambil masak tu, anak-anak duduk berkunci dalam bilik Ika.

Then En Zul datang bisik kat aku "anak-anak tengah buat greeting card untuk mummy..."

Alahaiiiiii.. Itu je la modal anak-anak aku.

Asal aku marah, dia bagi kad.

Asal aku merajuk, dia bagi kad.

Agak-agak nanti kalau aku mati, dia bagi kad takkk?? Hahaha..

Semalam lepas dinner, aku masuk bilik layan movie jepun Kindaichi Hajime.

Aku terdengar suara diorang kehulu-kehilir depan bilik aku sambil bising-bising.

Aku diamkan je.

Then tiba-tiba pintu bilik aku terbukak.

Bila aku toleh, tak ada sapa-sapa. Diorang menyorok tepi pintu.

Aku diamkan lagi.

Pastu budak berdua tu masuk bilik aku dan bagi greeting card tu.

*touched*

Ika : Mummy, nah card untuk mummy.

Aleeya : Ini kad untuk mummy.

Ika : Tapi mummy jangan baca lagi tau. Tunggu jap. (bukak hp dia)

****song played - I'm Sorry by Beast****

Ika : Ok, sekarang mummy boleh baca sambil dengar lagu ni.

Aku : Ok, tq. Mummy pun mintak maaf pasal semalam.

(dalam hati sepatah haram aku tak paham lagu tu)

Left - Card from Ika

Right - Card from Aleeya

Soooo suwittt~!!

Kad Ika.

Mummy pun mintak maaf..

*nangessss...*

Happy family =)

(Mummy hepi lah sebab I is kurus dalam card ni. Ngehngeh...)

Belakang card Ika.

I love you too, sayang.....

Kad Aleeya.

Kalau maafkan tu boleh tak sampai bila-bila?

*nampak sangat aku ni kuat merajuk & kuat marah. Sampai Aleeya mintak maafkan terus sampai bila-bila*

Ye, sayang...

Mummy dah balik la ni. Sebab mummy lapar & penat.

Huhuuu...

Yup, i love you too, sayanggg~

Baca card sambil dengar lagu I'm Sorry by Beast

Lyrics (English Translation) :

I shouldn’t have saved the words “I love you” but said it more to you
Even if I was lazy, even if I was tired, I should’ve ran to you because I missed you
I should’ve dropped you off at your home every single day
Instead of meeting friends on the weekend, I should’ve been with you

Why am I regretting now? Why didn’t I know back then?
I’m sorry (I’m sorry), I’m sorry, baby (I’m sorry, baby)
Why am I regretting now? You are so precious to me
I hoped that I would remain as a good memory to you

Because I was young back then, because I didn’t know any better
Will you at least hear my excuses? And will you hold my hand again?
Even if it’s not now, even if it takes a little time
I will keep your spot empty, I will continue to stay here

I hope it’s not too late to bring you back (I will keep your spot empty)
I hope you won’t get so far that I can’t reach you (I will continue to stay here)

I didn’t even hear it but the finishing bells have rung, I can’t believe it
Without even a safety device, you broke up with me and now you’ve become my yesterday and not my today
When I look back, instead of understanding you, I put my pride forward and gave you a hard time
I’m sorry, I’m probably not in your heart anymore, I’m probably just a memory to you

I know I should get over you but it’s not that easy
I’m sorry (I’m sorry), I’m sorry, baby (I’m sorry, baby)
I’m not used to anything without you, you know me better
I wanted to give you only good memories

Because I was young back then, because I didn’t know any better
Will you at least hear my excuses? And will you hold my hand again?
Even if it’s not now, even if it takes a little time
I will keep your spot empty, I will continue to stay here

After days pass and time flows, you become clearer
Why are the words “I love you” lingering in my mouth now?
I think I know now, I can be much better
But it’s too late for these regrets, you’re already so far away

Because I was young back then, because I didn’t know any better
Will you at least hear my excuses? And will you hold my hand again?
Even if it’s not now, even if it takes a little time
I will keep your spot empty, I will continue to stay here

I hope it’s not too late to bring you back (I will keep your spot empty)
I hope you won’t get so far that I can’t reach you (I will continue to stay here)